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A Memory of my Baby Brother...

I Can feel his chubby fingers. I see his toothless smile as he looks at me. A giggle escapes me, and I look at my mother and tell her ā€œ Mum, he looks funny!ā€ . He frowns at me, only to start smiling again this time grabbing my finger closer to his mouth. I think heā€™s hungry, otherwise my baby brother is the monster my friends were talking about. Why are babies so small anyways. They canā€™t talk, so how will I ever understand him. He cannot stand up; heā€™s always sleeping, what is the use of a baby brother if I canā€™t play with him. Mum!!! you told me he would play with me. I can see water in his eyes. My brother has water eyes. I think I like him.
Mum walks out of the room, I am alone with him. I look at him, touch his blonde hair, poke his nose. He is cute. But I can make him cuter....
I Leave bed and walk to where mum always sits in the morning, I climb her high chair. I MADE IT!! I can smell Roses, Like Mum.I want the red crayon she uses on her mouth. She looks oh so very pretty when she colors her mouth. I know my baby brother will also look cuter.
How do I reach the floor. I try to jump down, but I fall. I was on a mission. Make the baby cuter. I hopped back to bed and climbed. Baby was still sitting there silent and smiling. Thatā€™s all he does, he makes me laugh too. I opened mums crayon and slowly colored his mouth. Now we draw dots on his nose, and color his eyebrows. A heart on his tummy? Yes yesā€¦ then he would be like Brave heart from Carebears. Maybe my brother would have magical powers then. Then I could let him play with me.
I finished.
Red suits him. ā€œRed is pretty.ā€ I told him smiling. My baby brother giggled, he sounded funny.
I heard mumā€™s footsteps coming into the room. I stood on bed and started jumping to greet her and show her baby. she looked at baby. she breathed loudly. She must like it. ā€œMum isnā€™t he ever so cute? The water in his eyes looks wonderful with the red.ā€ I said, jumping up and down.
I remember mum not being able to speak. But that her face changed into wonderful colors. And I like baby with red.
16 years later at the age of 20, everytime I hold red lipstick in my hands and proceed to apply it, I cannot help but smile. I smile because with red comes the image of my baby brother and his innocence. I remember him and miss him. And I find myself holding my cellphone and dialing his number and applying my red lipstick. And when I hear his voice I tell him, I LOVE YOU. After I am done I look at myself in the mirror and notice that I resemble my mother. And I remember the feeling of awe I had whenever I saw her with red lipstick on. She was and still is beautiful.



Aurore M.

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