Friday Night and Love...

Okay so its a friday nite yes yes am still at home..its 9 30 pm...was thinkin that i may stay home tonite do some blogging and writing..and maybe work on my photography and painting...no studyin tonite...will start tomorrow...
but u knw while am writing this...am listenin to music and am thinkin tht yes i will end up goin out..and yes it will be a wild nite as usual...
i should behave..btu really...partying..the weekend...friends..... Love life and passion..hell being 20 is wonderfull.... now i jst got out my christian louboutin boots and LV bag...shifting my stuff from my huge bag to the LV one...now figure out wht to wear...beautiful beautiful girls ...in beautiful nights...and city lights....

wht is it with me...wht is it with mood flips...
i guess am jst buildina whole new year....to me...with new changes..and strengthing my resolve....
i discovered tonite ..like eveyr other nite..that i am deeply in love wit my boy....and i miss him constantly..and i act wacky around him...bt i feel awkward expressin wht i feel wen am wit him,....
with every passing second of ever minute of every hour and day and month and year and life....i am learning more n more bout myself...
hijazi the owner of this blog...likes my rambling even though he complains about it all the time...bt i know u like it moudz...:D and u like i wen i write...so KUDOS to me..and to confronting my fears...yes i have gottn over my fear of heights....next accomplishment...Get over my feet phobia..and tht is a longer longer story wit freaky sound effects hahahahaha
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Daddy surprised me and mum yesterday wen he suddenly arrived ...i opened the door and screamed wen i realised it was him ran and hugged him so tite like he was gona fly away..lebanon is great wit him here...hes stayin for a week only though...and again i will go bk to missin him liek hell...i hadnt seen him in 2 months....
but its toughest on mum..she misses him so much...its amazing how after more than 30 yrs they are still as in love as they were wen they first ot married...and eveyr eyar its gets stronger..god bless...
i wnt tht kind of love one day..and tht fairytale...wit a happy family...and Great sisters and brothers for my children if i ever have any.....

love is grand...and beautiful...
Life is tough bt wen we understand tht even though it is tough we have to make the most of it ..it becomes easy....

As Sam's Mum , whom i met today and is in fact an amazing mother, Says...
This Too Will Pass....

Great Advice...Great words...and i know of tht from sam her self....
i love u gurl....

Thought for the Nite: Agent Provacateuer Perfume...
and yes thts how i smell ;)

Aurore M.